I understand how shallow this makes me sound and I’m truly not proud, BUT – I may have the hottest UPS delivery guy in the universe. He’s fit, he’s tall, he’s tan and I swear those shorts are NOT regulation length. Of course he’s way younger than me and most likely taken, but I’ll admit to getting a little thrill when I see him on the doorbell cam. I may have even shared a video or two of him handling packages with my girlfriends.
Of course I refuse to talk to him, that would ruin the mirage. His tidy little man bun and hand hemmed shorts (yes I zoomed in!) tell me I might not be his type anyway and I’d hate to mess with the image in my head.
It occurs to me that this may also be the state of my current “relationship”. I’ve been “hanging out” with this guy Ethan for a few months now and he’s explicitly told me that he doesn’t want a relationship and I told him I can’t do “friends with benefits”. Now here we are – we talk every day from morning until night and hang out a couple times a week.
I’m a communication kind of gal, I believe that it’s usually the best policy to say your truth and tell it early, but now – I’m enjoying myself too much to rock the boat. Should I ask “what’s up, where we at?” and risk ruining everything? Or do I keep my mouth shut and continue to relish what we currently have?
Photo Credit: Author’s actual UPS guy taken from my Nest Doorbell Cam
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